Internet Bullying (Explicit)This has been on my mind for weeks. I've wanted to write a journal about it, but get a bit conflicted as I start to type it.
Why is it that in the digital artist community here on deviantArt, some artists find it okay to bully artists that aren't at their own art level yet?
This isn't just something I have witnessed, it's something I went through for years on deviantArt. It was much more severe on here then it was when I was animating on YouTube. Why? Out of everything, you think the art website would be more open to improving artists then a video site.
Yet back then, the artists that, if I look back on it weren't too 'good' themselves would pick on the smaller fish. I realize it wasn't just me that was getting negative judgement but a lot of the furry artists that had about the same artistic value as I did. I do not remember being given positive criticism whatsoever in this period of my life.
(You will not be able to find the majority of these comments since the art they are po

She's Everything to MeI haven't written a journal like this in a long while but.. I really feel as if it's needed, because there's so much that's happened from this point to the last time I wrote a journal for her.
Guys you seriously don't know how many times a day I tell her I love her
It's getting out of hand really, and I don't know how she handles it, because anyone else would get so annoyed with my constant compliments and 'I love you's'
But really nobody else would get all of this from me
Nobody else will ever be able to live up to everything I need and require for a perfect life and she meets all of it and more
I am sitting here, tearing up.
After all of this time she still makes me tear up from just the thought that this girl loves me
That rarely happens at this age
To everyone else 1 month is a committed relationship
Crushing on someone for a few days is a few years
Barely anyone can handle more than 6 months with one person but I need so much more with her
I crave having her the rest

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Journal Entry: Sat Dec 29, 2012, 8:58 PM

I need you guys more than ever right now.
This is involving Sophia and I meeting again..

So after a long time of depression, I'm starting to get my mind straight. I'm getting my hope and initiative back. Sophia and I are so much stronger now. Stronger then I think we ever have been.. I've felt so secure and safe in her arms again. Something I've missed for so long. But as always there is the need to actually hold her always in the back of my mind.. and it hurts me so much I can barely stand it... Even though I am still weak, I am going to try this again. I am going to try my best to plan a trip over Spring break in April to see my love.

But since a trip to her state is so expensive, I'll need to buckle down and work night and day on things to make money. My mom and I discussed it a bit, and we looked up air flight/hotel costs. Air flight in itself is $800-$900 round-trip. The hotel stay for 5 nights would add another $290. Counting in food, little things and a rental car would be about $1,900. There's no way myself or my parents would be able to afford all of that by ourselves. So, my mom and I agreed if I cover the air flight, she would be willing to cover the rest. We haven't talked to my dad yet, so this hasn't been completely approved. I'm just throwing this out here to see what you guys think.

I'm thinking of taking two or three partial fursuit commissions for $600 each. You get everything you would like with no add on to the price (unless you have like a billion colors on your character lol so WITHIN REASON). Half will need to be paid upfront so I can buy the materials, and the other half will need to be paid before I send it out. It will be finished before April so it will get there in time for con season. I will also be taking parts commissions, so like, if you need a tail or something.

Again, this isn't 100% yet - I don't know if this will be possible or not. But what I am asking from you guys, is if any of you would be interested.. ? If you have the money right now and you are looking for a fursuit, or you know someone who wants one, I would be willing to take the commission.

So please if you want a quote or anything at ALL! Even if you are curious. Just fill this out. [link] It's the quotes page on my website. Your quote will be immediately forwarded to my Email.

When I get the final news on this and if it is a go for me to make the money, I will need so much help from you guys to help me find people that want a fursuit. I need you guys so much right now, you're my only hope at making this happen. Thank you so much...

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~K-Chan14 Jan 1, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Well sarah, im happy for you. I can try to help but i dont know what i can do. Maybe i'll buy a tail or something c:
I hope that would help a little bit, at least.

~Silent-x-Moon Dec 30, 2012

_{I don't know if I'll be able to buy a partial, but I think I could maybe get a tail from you.
Won't be much, but hopefully it'll help c:}

=TECHNlCOLOUR Dec 31, 2012 Student General Artist

Oh dude, definitely <33 I would love to take a commission from you. I could give you a quote if you are seriously interested.

~Silent-x-Moon Jan 4, 2013

_{Sorry for the late reply, not too active here ;o;
AND HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY You're old. Even though I'm older than you. Aharhar.
But yes, I am interested :0}

=TECHNlCOLOUR Jan 4, 2013 Student General Artist

That's fine <33
Ahhh thank you bahaha xD
You may note me or fill out my quotes form on my website, whatever is easier for you.
I will just need to know what shape you want the tail to be, how big and what design it will have. ^-^

~Silent-x-Moon Jan 4, 2013

_{I'll go ahead and fill out a quote form C:}

=TECHNlCOLOUR Jan 10, 2013 Student General Artist

If you filled it out I didn't get it, could you resubmit?? ;v;

=FreakIveek Dec 30, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I can't buy a fursuit unfortunately, but could I maybe buy something else? Say a drawing or two? I know it's not as much money as a fursuit would contribute but I still want to help you guys out. ;-;

=TECHNlCOLOUR Dec 31, 2012 Student General Artist

Im kind of hesitant to take art commissions since they take much longer and dont rack in as much money. I really appreciate it though, what would you be looking to buy??

=FreakIveek Jan 1, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Ohh. Of course. ^^ Possibly a digital painting like [link]? I would probably want it drawn to the mood of a song though, you know what I mean?

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